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Remembrances: Snow White...

The snow falls from the sky, causing the temperature to drop to a rather cold level. Inside their home, Tomoe tells Kenshin of her past. Her family originally hails from Edo. Tomoe speaks of her father highly, saying he was a good-natured man that treated everyone with respect. As for her mother, Tomoe says she was like her father, but was rather weak. When Tomoe's mother had given birth to Enishi, she passed away. Since then, Tomoe acted not only as Enishi's older sister, but also as his mother. She describes Enishi as a good boy who judges people rather harshly. The worst tantrum he threw was when Tomoe's engagement was announced.

Kenshin continues to listen, though a bit shaken up after his wife's latest comment. Tomoe explains that her fiancé was the second son of a samurai family and also a childhood friend. Not mentioning his name, Tomoe includes that he was hardworking. When her late fiancé proposed to her, all Tomoe could do was give a look of wonder. A smile did not come upon her face at the time, thus, leading her fiancé to seek other ways of making her happy. Tomoe's fiancé postponed their wedding and went off to join the Kyoto Mimawari Gumi in hopes of becoming a renowned warrior. He never returned. Deciding not to wait for the news of his death, Tomoe went to Kyoto alone. The happiness that she should have had died with him. All along, Tomoe blamed herself for her fiancé's death. Kenshin holds Tomoe close in his arms to comfort her when she begins to tear.

When the snowfall grows heavier, both Kenshin and Tomoe find themselves covered by a blanket and seated next to a warm fire. Kenshin explains that he left his master in order to protect the happiness of the people of Japan. Battousai was born to help a new era rise, but Kenshin admits that one man cannot accomplish such a large task by himself nor bear the burden of man's happiness. Kenshin says he will stay a hitokiri until the new era is created. Yet, when that time does come, Kenshin tells Tomoe that he would like to find a way to protect people's happiness without taking others' lives. That way, he is able to atone for his crimes committed as a hitokiri. For once, a smile is seen on Tomoe's face.

The next morning, while Kenshin is asleep, Tomoe is up. After getting dressed, she takes her diary and heads to the door. Looking back upon the sleeping boy, Tomoe realizes that he not only took her happiness away, but gave her happiness of a new kind. In order to prevent Kenshin from being killed, Tomoe must leave the farm house. Once finished saying good-bye to her second love, Tomoe closes the door behind her and departs into the snow-covered outside.